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  From New York Times bestselling author Susan Mallery comes a fan-favorite story that walks the fine line between love…and danger.

  When a smuggler’s prize lands on her doorstep, big-cat sanctuary owner Faith Newlin doesn’t expect any problems—not from the two white tiger cubs…or the mysterious government agent sent to protect them. She knows better than to get attached, though sometimes an instinct is too strong to ignore.

  Agent Cort Hollenbeck has dedicated his life to fighting the good fight. He never gets too close, especially while on assignment. But when terrifying blanks in his memory force him to face his deepest fears, he must trust in a woman who walks on the wild side…and captures his heart.

  Tempting Faith is part of a duet by Susan Mallery along with her book The Only Way Out.

  Something hot flared to life.

  Faith wanted to respond, but she was afraid.

  He held her forearms tightly. “I am not one of your cats,” he said.

  “I know.”

  “I don’t think you do.”

  “Why does it matter?” she asked desperately.

  “What are you hiding from?”

  Part of her noted he hadn’t answered her question, so she wouldn’t answer his. She knew exactly what she was hiding from. Him. Pretending he was just like one of her cats made him safe. It was dangerous to think of Cort as a man, because he tempted Faith. He made her think of family and forever, and she’d learned long ago that she didn’t have what it took to inspire a man to want either.

  His grip on her loosened, and she jerked away. She thrust a bandage at him. “Here. Finish it yourself.” Then she fled the room.

  SAFE

  HAVEN

  SUSAN

  MALLERY

  Tempting Faith

  SUSAN MALLERY

  is a USA TODAY bestselling author of over eighty romances. Her combination of humor, emotion and just-plain-sexy has made her a reader favorite. Susan makes her home in Washington state, where the whole rain thing is highly exaggerated and there’s plenty of coffee to help her meet her deadlines. Visit her Web site at www.SusanMallery.com.

  To Stephanie, without whom a chair would have no emotional significance and “putting a finer point”on something would simply mean sharpening a pencil.

  Your instincts and insights have added clarity and depth to my writing, while your humor, intelligence and sensitivity have greatly enriched my life.

  Here’s to all the good things to come.

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Excerpt

  Chapter 1

  “You need the extra security.”

  Faith Newlin shook her head and smiled. “Are you trying to convince me or yourself?”

  “Maybe both.”

  “I’m already convinced. If you think I need the protection—” She shrugged. “I’m hardly going to argue. After all, you’re the expert. What did that last promotion make you? Head spy?”

  Jeff Markum, the chief of a division in an agency whose name Faith had never been told, grinned. “That’s Mr. Head Spy to you.”

  “Give a man a promotion and it goes straight to his—” she paused for effect “—head.”

  “Watch it, Faith.” He pointed at the badge hanging from a chain around her neck. “I could have your security clearance pulled in a second. Then where would you be?”

  “Back home where I belong.” She laughed. “Don’t try threatening me, Jeff. You’re the one who arranged for me to be here today. I’m pleased to know your agency trusts me, but if you want me to go back home, I’d be happy to.” She grabbed the ID badge and started to release the chain.

  “Don’t leave yet.” He pushed off the wall of the small observation room. “Let me go explain the situation to him.”

  Faith raised one hand and touched the two-way glass that allowed her to see into a hospital room, but didn’t allow the patient to see her. “He doesn’t know?”

  Jeff shook his head. “Even though you need the extra protection, I was afraid you would fight me on this.” He held up his hand to stop her interruption. “I know you think I’m overreacting. Maybe you’re right. But there’s this knot in my gut. I have a bad feeling about the whole thing. I want to keep you safe.”

  She looked up at the man towering over her. He had the easy good looks of a California surfer, but behind his deep blue eyes lurked the mind of a computer and the temper of an injured panther. Faith knew she should be intimidated by Jeff, but she’d known him too long. She trusted him—and the knot in his gut.

  “It’s your call,” she said.

  She turned back to the two-way mirror. This was no ordinary hospital. No mothers-to-be came here to give birth, no child had broken bones set. This secret facility, concealed behind high fences and guards with dogs that attacked on command, catered to those without identities. Shadowy figures who lived in the dark, who disappeared at will and carried out elaborate operations in places with names she couldn’t pronounce.

  “He’s not like one of those wounded strays you take in, Faith. He’s the best I’ve got, but he’s damned dangerous, too. Be careful.”

  Faith glanced at her companion. “Because he knows fifty ways to kill me with his bare hands? Give me a break, Jeff. Use the scare tactics on your green recruits. They’ll impress easier.”

  “You think you’re so tough.” His good humor faded into regret. “I wish we had time for dinner.”

  “I’ll take a rain check. Next time I’ll pack something nice to wear and you can take me to an expensive restaurant.”

  “You’re on.” He squeezed her arm and left the room.

  Faith stared after him. He’d already forgotten her, except as she related to his operative. She smiled to herself. Operative. She was starting to talk like them. She fingered the tag at the end of the chain. Jeff saw her for what she was: a nice person, competent at her job. She sighed. At one time she’d hoped for something more than friendship, but it wasn’t going to happen. No great surprise. Her luck with men had never been the best. But there were compensations, she told herself. She had a fine life, a career she loved. She didn’t need anything else to feel fulfilled. Yeah, right, she thought. Now who was trying to convince whom?

  She turned her attention back to the two-way mirror and the man on the other side, in the hospital room. He stood next to his window, the one that looked out over the grounds. Instead of a hospital gown, he wore a T-shirt and jeans cut off on one leg to accommodate the thick bandage around his calf. There was something tense and watchful in his pose. Ever alert, he scanned the open area. Perhaps it was the set of his head, or the way he kept glancing over his shoulder toward the mirror, as if he sensed someone watched from the other side, but he intrigued her. He reminded her of Sparky. She smiled, wondering if he would care for the comparison to her favorite cat.

  His lips moved, but the two-way glass didn’t allow her to hear his words. With a quick twisting motion, he picked up the crutches that rested next to the window and slipped them under his arms. Despite the bandage on his leg, and the crutches, he shifted his weight with graceful ease and began to pace the room. From end to end he moved, swinging his useless leg along, mumbling phrases she couldn’t make out.

  On his third pass, he paused, then turned toward the mirror. He looked directly at her. She knew he couldn’t see her, but she backed up instinctively, as i
f he’d threatened her.

  Light hit him full in the face, sharpening already gaunt features. Was the thinness the result of his injuries or the mission he’d been on? The cut on his chin looked raw. Tiny stitches held the skin together. Fading bruises darkened his left cheek. Tawny hair, more gold than blond, fell over his forehead. But it was his eyes that captured her attention and held her immobile.

  Dark brown irises glittered with suppressed rage. A trapped animal. The predator had been captured and wounded. Jeff was right: this man was dangerous. Without thinking, she rubbed her right hand against her upper arm. It wasn’t until her fingers felt the ridges of the four long scars there that she realized what she was doing. Marks left by another predator, the four-legged kind.

  The man blinked and turned away. She followed the movement and saw that the door to his room had opened. Jeff appeared and spoke to the man. Faith stared at their mouths, trying to lip-read, but it wasn’t any use. From their angry gestures, she knew they were arguing. The injured man stood eye to eye with Jeff, and neither gave an inch. Jeff wore a suit, but he still looked muscular and dangerous. Two lions fighting for their pride. If the stranger weren’t injured, it would have been an even match.

  For the second time, he glanced at the two-way glass. Faith felt a flash of guilt. Eavesdropping, even without sound, wasn’t her style. She turned and walked out of the observation room. It was almost eleven in the morning. She had a six-hour drive ahead of her, plus supplies to pick up. She was leaving within the hour, with or without Jeff’s wounded man.

  *

  “I need to know, dammit.” Cort Hollenbeck grabbed the crutches and leaned on them. “And you’re going to tell me.”

  His boss sat on a corner of the hospital bed. “The doctor said—”

  “The doctor can shove his advice.” Cort swung around on the crutches and glared. “There are things I can’t remember. I spent three weeks in South America on a mission. I don’t know what happened there.” Sweat popped out on his back. His leg throbbed from the surgery two days before and his head pounded. “For all I know, I went on a killing spree and shot up an entire town. So you’re going to tell me what the hell happened down there!” He raised his voice until he shouted the last few words.

  Jeff didn’t look the least bit intimidated. He crossed his arms over his chest. “No.”

  Cort tightened his hands on the crutches. He wanted to force Jeff to answer. Not a chance of that. Between his bum leg and his aching head, he would barely get off the first punch before Jeff nailed him. He swung the crutches forward and eased himself into the plastic chair in front of the window.

  “The doctor said you would remember on your own.” Jeff leaned forward. “I understand what you’re going through.”

  “Like hell you do.”

  Jeff ignored him. “And I sympathize.”

  “I liked you better before your promotion,” Cort snarled.

  “I didn’t think you admitted to liking anyone,” Jeff said calmly. “Professionals don’t get involved. Aren’t you the one always preaching that?”

  Cort didn’t bother answering. He dropped the crutches onto the ground and leaned his head back in the chair. As hard as he tried, he couldn’t remember. There were bits and pieces of conversation. A word or two in Spanish and Portuguese. The flash of a face, then nothing. Three weeks of his life gone. He remembered leaving the States on a private plane. He remembered waking up in the same craft, only with the mission over, and he didn’t have a clue what had happened. He fingered the cut on his chin. Bullet to the leg and a slight concussion. So much for bringing back souvenirs.

  “You’ll remember in time,” Jeff said. “Don’t push it.”

  “That’s easy for you to say. You’re not the one—” Cort bit back the words. God, he had to know. “Is he dead?”

  Jeff didn’t answer.

  Cort sprang to his feet and almost fell when his bad leg gave out. Instantly Jeff was at his side, supporting him. Cort grabbed the other man’s suit jacket. “Is he?”

  Jeff stared at him. His mouth tightened. “I’m not going to fight you.”

  Cort released his grip on the jacket and slumped back in the seat. “Only because you know I’d beat the crap out of you.”

  “I’m shaking with fear.” Jeff stared down at him. “So you remember that much?”

  “Dan, you mean?”

  Jeff nodded.

  “Yeah. I remember I was meeting Dan. I don’t know why, or if I did.”

  “And you think he might be dead?”

  Cort closed his eyes and rubbed his thumb and forefinger over the bridge of his nose. No, he thought. I think I killed him. But he couldn’t say that. No matter how much he thought it, he couldn’t say those words.

  “Is he?” he asked.

  “Yes.”

  Cort snapped his head up. “You’re sure?”

  “We have a witness.”

  The pain in Cort’s leg intensified. He thought of the dead man. They’d met in training, almost fifteen years ago. They’d worked together countless times. Had he killed his friend? Jeff was right, it wasn’t supposed to matter. But, dammit, it did. It mattered a lot.

  “Don’t push it,” Jeff told him. “It’ll come to you.” He returned to the hospital bed and perched on the corner. The morning sun flooded the small room, highlighting the institutional furniture and scarred green linoleum. “And while you’re getting your memory back, I have an assignment.”

  Cort raised his injured leg. “Aren’t I on medical leave?”

  “Yes.”

  “Then I’m going home.”

  Jeff stood up and shoved his hands in his pockets. “I need you to do something for me.”

  “But you said—”

  “Unofficially.” Jeff walked over to the window and stared out. “I can’t assign anybody through regular channels. I don’t have specifics, just a gut feeling.”

  “Which is?”

  “There’s going to be trouble.” Jeff looked at him. “I need you to look after a friend of mine. Provide a little security. Nothing high tech. She’s located—”

  “She?”

  “Her name is Faith. She lives up in the mountains. Runs a way station. I left a package in her care. The men we took it from might want it back. I want you to be there to stop them. If there’s any trouble, I’ll have the proof I need to officially provide backup. I know it’s asking a lot. I wouldn’t, if I had another option. You up to it?”

  Cort thought about his small one-bedroom apartment in D.C. It was late spring. The tourists would be flocking into the city, and the temperature would be rising. Last time he’d stayed at the apartment, the air-conditioning had given out twice in three days. He thought about the time he and Jeff had spent in Iraq. On more than one occasion, the other man had been there to save his skin. This favor sounded like a way to even the score.

  Cort grabbed the crutches and used them to help him stand. “I’m up to it.”

  “Thanks, Cort.” Jeff collected the duffel bag from the locker against the far wall. “The place isn’t fancy, but I think you’ll like it. Plan on staying a few weeks. Two months at the outside.”

  “Who’s this woman? Agency?”

  “Private. A friend. You can trust her.”

  Cort was doubtful. Trust wasn’t something that came easily to him. “She know what I’m there for?”

  “She understands that there might be some problems and is willing to take precautions.” He pointed at the bandage around Cort’s calf. “She’s great with wounds.”

  “Sounds like you speak from personal experience.”

  Jeff’s blue eyes grew stark. “She took care of me after Lebanon.”

  Cort moved into the small rest room and collected his belongings. He worked slowly, giving Jeff time to put the past in its place. His boss had almost died in Lebanon, but that wasn’t what caused his expression to grow bleak. He’d also lost his wife and young son to terrorists.

  Cort zipped the shaving kit and h
obbled over to the bed. He dropped the case into the open duffel bag. “Seems like I’ll be gone long enough to get back to a hundred percent. You didn’t happen to plan that, did you, boss?”

  Jeff shrugged. “It works for both of us.”

  “What about South America? What if I don’t remember?”

  Jeff pulled the duffel bag shut and slung it over one shoulder. “If you don’t remember by the time you’re healed, you can read the file, and to hell with what the doctor says. You have my word.” Cort nodded. It was something to hang on to. But he knew the price of Jeff’s offer. If he hadn’t recovered his memory, he wouldn’t be coming back. The agency didn’t have a place for someone who couldn’t remember whether or not he’d killed a fellow operative.

  “Thanks,” he said. He shrugged into a dark blue jacket, then slipped the crutches in place. “If I have a choice, I won’t be taking you up on your offer. I’ll be at work instead.” “Good.” Jeff walked to the door and held it open. “I want you back. You’re my best man.”

  “You always say that,” Cort grumbled. “I heard you were telling John the same thing. We can’t both be the best.”

  Jeff grinned but didn’t answer.

  Cort followed his boss into the hall of the hospital. Several medical personnel nodded as he passed them. They wore ID tags with photos and numbers, but no names. At the end of the corridor, Jeff turned left. Cort hobbled along behind. He scanned the smooth floor, the walls, the doorways they passed, instinctively looking for escape routes. It wasn’t necessary; he was safe here. Old habits, he thought grimly. In his current condition he would get about ten yards before being taken down. He needed time to heal…and to remember.

  A woman stood in the waiting room. As Jeff entered, she smiled her greeting. They spoke softly, but her eyes strayed past her companion. Cort paused in the doorway and met her gaze.

  Blue eyes, he catalogued, taking in the flicker of guilt that told him she’d watched him through the two-way glass in his hospital room. Hair: brown, nondescript, long. Medium height for a woman. Work shirt, jeans, boots. Instinctively, he calculated an approximate weight, made a mental note of her straight posture, evidence of physical confidence, and guessed she was in reasonably good shape. Ordinary.